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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Justin Bieber My Sulu :P

Heyy guys ! Im was just thinking, how about I brag moer about Justin Bieber ? Hahah, after all, he’s my sayau bha .  . (Perasan) XD, speaking about that cutie, I’ve read news about him sayign he’s dating Selena Gomez . . WHAT ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Why sayau ?!?!?!?!?! WHY YOU CURANG WITH ME ?!?!?!?! Haha, kidding . .but i mean it . .  hahah, The title says : JUSTIN BIEBER DAN SELENA GOMEZ BERPACARAN . .Meaning :  JUSTIN BIEBER AND SELENA GOMEZ DATING . .
   When i read this, my heart broke . . (yerr) haha, not so broken .  . It just broke into tiny million pieces J . .  I mean I have to share him with like, millions of other  gurls . . I hate sharing . . hahaha, Of course, who wants to share our boyfriends ?? you ?? well i bet youre crazy . .Hahah . I wish he would sing One Less Lonley Girl to me on my Birthday  .  . Or not sing Favourite Girl . . Tehee, Nah, forget it . . It would me miracolous if i just can meet him . . It was only just a dream . . But I wish he can notice me just once . . thats all L . . But I will never say never ! I will find a way to meet him . . Really I will . . Just watch me . . But what I really want is to sing a duet with him . .Huh, like that’ll happen . . Its just merely a dream . . a small-town-girl’s dream . .  Hmm,  (Hey Dayna, get out of DREAMVILLE  please?) . .  Haizz, But i want it to be true  . . I wish we can be like Edward and Bella . . He’s the sexy vampire, Im the girl who wants to be a vampire  . . haha, I really wish that . . Im practically praying for it every night . .Haha Ooops ! hehe, actually i have alot of fantasies about me n him  . . here it is:
1)      At the prom, he walks in gave his hand to me . .  and i just took  it that made the girls in there growl . . hee . . Then we danced to our fav song . . And SEALED THE DEAL . .haha !

2)      At my sweet 16 birthday party, my parents n bros were on a vacation, so the house is all mine . .  Then out of nowhere a limo stopped and he walks roght out from it . .  and he walks towards me n said: Happy Birthday Diana J . . And he kissed my hand . . Yawwhhss ! and then we partied !

3)      He was a vampire, i was a girl . .  haha, He dont wanna change me, so i keep forcing him .  . and~ well, i havent worked on that fantasy yet . . hehehe .  . 
       
       Hmm, soo many fantasies even i cant write it out . . hehe daa guys~

                                                                                                                                        

Mitchie Cesario :)

Mitchie : he3 ,, u can tell me everything if u want t0o .. he3 .. i'm here f0r u if there's anything u want t0 tell me .. :)

Me :  He likes some other girl !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so hurt rite now . U know how it feels . I know you do :'(
 
Mitchie : It's 0k sis .. i kn0w the feeling 0k .. just calm d0wn , n d0nt s0me thing crazy .. figure 0ut a way t0 c0nfr0nt him ..because u have the right h0ney.. u n him sh0uld meet s0me where .. he cant simply leave u all al0ne in this way ..

Me : hmmm, i wish i can . . But he's ignoring me :(

Mitchie : 0mg! that b0y ... may i ask u a ques.? would u leave him,if it's really getting c0mplicated.? s0rry .. but,i need t0 n0e girl .. i h0pe i d0nt hurt y0ur feelings by asking this .. :)


Me : Its ok . . I dont know . . im still confused :(

Mitchie : d0nt be confused girl .. things may be upside between u n him. but,u g0tta live on ur life. Maybe u should leave him.Like what u told me,he likes another girl. If he cares for u,he wouldnt do that. But,obviously,he's n0t. try to think back girl. I bet u noe what's best for u .. trust me. U'll find better in future ..

That was my most emotional time that it becomes so hard for me to handle and i've got tofind somebody to talk to . . 
   And guess who's with me all along ? That's her . . Mitchie Cesario . . Even though she lives in LA and i live in kuching, Were close like sisters :), she's pretty and HOT  . . She gave me gud advices and alow me to realise what i have done wrong . . She's my True Sister n Friend . . I love her like the way i love me family cause she's like my family too . .  She's so kind, funny, warm-hearted and every good things in this world . . Any would be lucky to have her . . Her mommy is Bidayuh mix Chinese n Iban( I think) and her dad's American . . U get the pictcha . . She's Beautiful .  .
   But now, she's gone . . :'( She's gone to a boarding skool in England . . She deactivated her facebook . . She will only go home on a school break . . :'( I got this info from her brother . . I really miss her . . Without her, i have nobody to talk to or to share my secrets anymore . . :(, Why does she have to leave ? Why do everyone i really love has to leave me ? Please tell me . . :( she was the best thing that has ever happened to me . . :'( my eyes are teary rite now . . GTG .. Tata

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I miss Him ..

Heyy guys . .  u all might wonder why i change my name (From Hayley Diana to One less lonley gurl)? Bcoz not only i love that song . . but it reminds me of him  . . i dont know why . . :( why do i miss him while all of the things he gave me was just tears n false hopes ?? I cant stop thinking a about him every second including now .  . Huhuhu, Why cant i forget you ?? Why do i have to be soo stupid in loving you ?? Hmm, i guess my emotions arent stable yet ,. .
U see ?? Evan i wrote about you ! Cant u see that im the one who understands you ? Been here all along so
why cant you see ? You belong with me~ :(

My Trip to Damai :D

Heyy ya guys . .  Now when im writing this im on my way back from the beach . .  WOW ! Hahah, I really love beaches (not BITCHES) . . Me, my family n my cuzen  . . We had a blast ! I uploaded some pics to show how beautiful Sarawakian Beaches are . . :) Now here in Kucjing we have 3 resorts (plus one resort n spa) : Santubong Resort, Holiday Inn Damai Beach and Damai Puri Resort and Spa . .
   The place where we stayed is in Damai Puri Resort And Spa . . The resort is suitable if youre bringing kids because there they have a family fun pool located in the Ocean Wing . . But, if you wanna relax n to swim in a pool without any kids, they also include a pool (Infinity Pool) that is located in the Spa Wing . . And the beach, most importantly the beach . . Is Soooo DAMMMNNN awesome . . U can Hear the sound of the waves whooshing into to your ears . .  the soft sand . . uhh ! One time me n my family were playing in the sea, we spotted some otters ! ! ! San you belive that ? ? A group of Otters ! Aww, theyre so cute . . and they're close to where were swimming . . but they swam away :( . .
    Anyway, here's the pics :D . .  ENJOY !
 Sempat juak tulis :P


Friday, December 17, 2010

WOMANIZER :P

Hey guys im back . .  N im S.I.N.G.L.E ! I feel really happy that i can end this relationship my self, U wanna know why ?? Coz he's a jerk, a hypocrite n a womanizer . . I thought that he's perfect, But I was wrong . . It all started when i was browsing me FB (Hayley Diana Williams), Then i came across some girl's profile. So, i click it(of course) . . I strolled down and i was suprised that HE was tagged in one of her albums . . So I opened it . .  And Guess WHAT ?? I saw him taking pictures with some girls thati dont even recognize !! WHATDAFUCKK ??
   But there's one picture that made me feel so angry n hurt at the same time . . He was holding hands with a CHEAP BITCH . . That made me realise that he's not worth it, so i text him a break-up message, and you know what he replied ?? : OK, BUT DONT EVER TEXT ME ANYMORE . . BYE . .
   SHITT !!! So it was true all along . .  U WOMANIZER . . Go To HELL . .  In a way i was glad that i can end this, but in some corner in my heart, i feel hurt . . How can he do this to me ??? I loved him with all my life and what did he gave me back in return ?? A GALLEN OF TEARS thats what he gave me ! I guess he never realise the way i loved him . . BOYS WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT LIES IN A GURL'S HEART . .
   From that day on, i never texted him or miss-called him anymore . .It feels different not to have my phone beeping in every five minutes . . haha, Sumtimes, i wanna put my cards on the table and be with him, but i took it back . .  From that relationship, I have learned that LIFE IS NOT A FAIRYTALE . . LOVE STORY IS NOT REAL . . LOVE IS PAINFUL . . that three things have made me into a strong and independent gurl . . I guess i will stick to Justin Bieber from now on . . HEHE, Bye guys~ I will come again for a new story in the next 24 hours . . take care n do follow me :)

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Im so sorry for ur loss :(

Hmm, Apa la nasib kta tok ? terpaksa redha jak lah . . Kesah tok pun bru marek eren mdh ngan mek, nang cdeh mena .  . Takziah buat keluarga alllahyahram Puteri Nurareesha Balqis :( . . At 1st memang mek xcayak . . Bruk pgi tok tek ku nangga . . Mek baca wall post sys fyzah dlok . . Then Mek baca blog sys fyzah n blog allahyahram mpun . . Pas ya mek bukak gik blog sys sonia . . Nang melelh jak aek mata mek baca blog sys fyzah n sys sonia pun blog :'( . . dah juak lagu blog sys sonia jiwang ade jak . . Sebelom nya ninggal pun mek ada baca blog nya yg nya xok ngn famili, kwn n gerek nya . .  betapa sedih nar jak masa ya bagi nya  :'( . . Hmm, walaupun pun mek xknl nya, but sebagai saudara yang sama islam saya harus sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat allahyahram :( Lagu yang dpat mek berikan kpd arwah :
If i die young,
Bury me in satin,
Lay me down on a bed of roses,
Sink me in a river at dawn,
Send me away with words from a love song . .
Lagu The Band Perry-If I die Young

Mun mok tauk lebih lanjut baca d blog dak sys fyzah n sys sonia :)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

My Genkzz !

 Yeah thats my gurlfies ! Sarting from me, Ayni, Alieya n Eren ! They're my best friends i have ever had ! The help me when im in trouble, stood up for me no matter what ! That's them ! Were not pemalats ! :D ! But someone's not there . . our Baby Jesley :( .  . Hmm . .  let me find her pics in FB n post this here ok ?? Tata~~

Nurul Diana ( Dayna Congek)
Hurul Aini (Ayni Cekmeng)
Saidatul Alia (Lieya Bujart)
Jesmine Rikan James (Baby Jesley)
Shaereen Yuri (Eren Shi Pai)

3 <3
BEST FWENSSZZZ FOREVER ! <