This is Maling .. or his real name Aley .. but i usually call him LING .. hee .. this story is also long lah .. hahahah .. the lil bro to Thomas :) .. Beofre he asked me out, he also had a super huge crush on my friend .. but my friend rejected him .. at that time, i was not interested in anyone( also i have a crush on Thomas) hehe .. Selama nya 2 gerek eh, aku lah tunggul akayu, ubat nyamok nya 2 .. hahahaha .. that time i never even payed attention to him .. yes i know, he's HOT (dont know about you) but nahh ..
After 1month they broke up .. but i can see he still love my friend .. he always do something for her .. i only feel sorry for him eh .. but no love yet ;) .. dh ya nya gerek ngan biak kecik .. Mentut namanya .. part ya lah ku sakit aty gegilak .. mala jk sik layan gerek nya ! dah ya gerek dirampas nganok org .. buduh ! bpa lamak nya 2 .. ku pun siktauk camne laki ya tahan juak ngan mpuan dakya eh -.- .. then he want to end this reltionship .. then i never expected this to happen .. he suddnely aksed me out like this : " err, Nurul (they used to call em by my 1st name)" so i looked back and said: "yes?" then he said: "if i ased you to be my gf, will you accpet that ? " .. my eyes popped out instantly .. i thought he never asked me .. haha, after all, he used to date all "hourglass" and "model-potential" like women .. why would he choose me ? i just said: "hmm, i'll give you the awnser tomorrow" and left ..
That night, i feel like im in a dream .. but, my mind says:"hey, just give it a try" .. hehehe .. The next day, its raining .. but we continued at a hut near the park .. so, all of my friends and his friends know about this .. and keep on bragging to see us both like, holding hands, hug, or even a kiss .. i was like: what ?!?! i havent accept him yet .. and suddenly, he kneeled in front of me, and said: "will you be my girlfriend?" all of crowds go wild with their YERRRR NURUL, YERRR MALING, STEADY POK, PADAH JAK I DO SIA ! i was embarassed and just said:"emm, on jak lah" .. hahaha .. so, that day was our 1st date, a rainy day .. cun juak tyme ku mbk sweater .. so we shared .. i cuddled him dehh ! >.< all of the other "party people" has their own partner ;) .. it was sweet eh .. when i got home, i feel like awwwwwwww ! hahaxx, but i didnt kiss him .. yet
The second day, uhh .. our school held its sports month .. me and my buddies was getting ready for practise .. before i went to Kath's house, i bumped into him .. and he said: "hey, where r u going" .. i just replied : "to kath's house" and left .. the butterflies in my stomach keeps on growing .. haha, then Kath said, hey, "ur boyfie's joining us today .. hope you dont mind" .. i was like: WHAT ?????!!!!! MALU LAH AKU !!!!!!!! .. Eventually i didnt run that day .. hehexx :P
The here comes the sad part .. he started ignoring me .. he never talks to me until the time that i wanna go home .. he sends me and gave me a kiss .. but, day by day, i realize that im drifting away from him .. yes, we do break and make-up again .. but, it seems that he dont wanna give me his entire heart .. i know and i saw his past relationships and how it ends .. but, im not gonna break his heart .. i guess he dosent trust me yet .. its ok :')
After 2months of On and Offs, we broke up, real time .. i was frustrated .. for one week, i didnt see him .. anywhere .. i started to miss him .. i regretted everything that i have done to hurt him .. but, for me its too late .. then one day, i saw him .. while my head is feeling a bit tipsy because i over drank my vodka, but i saw him .. it just sent me tears to my face .. he looked at me and slowly walk towards me .. and i run to him and just gave him a hug .. i cant stand being alone anymore .. luckily, he replied my hug .. i was so desperate that time .. i need him .. then, i didnt remember anything .. I woke up, and realized that im in his arms, at his house .. just me and him .. he said: "you drink too much" .. i cant carry on and continued to hug him .. i murmured:'please dont leave me, im sorry i didnt do anything to work out in this relationship" .. he just said:"i forgive you" .. and he gave me, one last kiss .. before he leaves for his hometown .. that last kiss meant everything to me ..
After he left, he never contacted me .. except for Thomas .. He told me that actually Maling has a wife-to-be .. he was going to get married, but my mom refused cause they were young .. I was a bit scarred about that .. but i just smiled .. Then, a soon as im in a brink of giving up hoping for him, he came back .. he called me that night and told me: "hey, i still love you, you know ? i never wanted to leave you .. but, something made me leave you .. i never intended to let you go .. i suffer cause im loosing you .. i feel like i wanna kill thomas because he was saying that youre his new crush .. for you, i would kill my own brother .. cause, i dont wanna loose you anymore .. and if it takes to give up my life, i would .. for you .." Im shocked ... i asked him: why do you always think about yourself ? you know how i felt when youre not with me ? HELL .." He said: well, im gonna ask you this .. and im surely sure, that this will be my last proposal to you; will you come back to me ? and be with me, forever ?" i said:"Are you kidding me ? bpa lamak dh ku tunggu ko sebut ya ! yes"
And from that day on .. i never even broke up with him .. wow .. a whole month .. he always put a smile on my face .. even if we fight .. we shed tears for each other .. he cried for me when he knew that i was slapped by my mummy .. and i cried for him, when hear his cough .. yes, the truth is he has an illness .. that made him short tempered .. no matter how many time he hurts me accidentally, i forgive him .. and he will cry cause he's been mean to me .. but i only say its ok .. after all in this relationship of course we have to face many problems right ? i just gotta go with the flow .. and i'll never leave him .. no matter what .. only death break us apart :') ..
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