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Monday, December 27, 2010

CodyCodyCodyCody ! ! ! ! !




2NE1 - It Hurts (Lyrics & English Translation) HD

Heyy guys . . I love this song . . In fact i dedicated this song to him .. :( lots of memories . . Enjoy it :)



[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

lyrics/trans-whimsicalbeing

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Confessions Of A Cody Simpson-Holic ;)

Uhhh ! That's all I can say about him  . . Judging by the pic, I got over Bieber . . There;s a new guy in town !! Woohooo !! Im going CRAZY because of him and i dont know why ? I dicovered him in one of my V programe and go check him out ! ! And guess what ? He's worth it !!!!! U wanna know the full bio ?
Name: Cody Robert Simpson (Cute name) <3
Stage Name: Cody Simpson \m/
Birthday: 17 January 1997 (he's only 13. . But its okay . .  Im born on Novemeber 1996 ~)
HomeTown: Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia :) ( wow !! My kangaroo~)
Currently lives in LA . .
A very talented swimmer .  . six pack yohh~

   Hehehee, Im soo over him that i cant sleep at night ! He's also been discovered in a same way as Justin Bieber did . .  YOUTUBE .  . Uhhh ! My stomach is churning when i see his MV Iyiyi . . Soo Cute !!!!!! Awwww. .  I will stop here . . I wanna find out more about him . .  Soo I'l brag about him later !! CHiao~

Krepak Saya

Hmm, malas ku mok speaking speakong ritok .  . xda mood doww . .  ahahah . . Nektok mek akan story pasal perangai *BIAK NGEGEH * pada thun tok . .(maklom lah, aher tahun tek nak ?) XD . .
   Kan masa ya mek tngah ber mood untuk stalking2 fb urg,(well memang ada mood utk stalk bh) then mek nangga gmbr adalaa biak biak yang tidak dikenali . . Hehe, cdak nya bergambar ya . . Mek x kesah stail bergambar bab mek sdar mek pun juak bah .  . p ada sesetengah urg suka ngkah caption nya nok kdk mintak puji pun bh . .  kedak : jaek nak muka kamek ?  n bnyk gik lah . .  mun dah muka jaek pahal mok ngkah lam fb juak nak ? mun mek malu koh . . Mek pun xngaku muka mek kacak .  . p at least kmk x memburok burok kan dirik ok ? Pas ya, ada juak yang meng OVER OVER kan dirik cda nya mpun . .  Control Diva much ? hahaah,
   Then ada juak kes biak xpuas aty ngn biak . . Kdk kes mek juak dlok .  . ada la geng nok wannabes2 ya ngumpat ppasal mek tok asa tiut pke contact lens la, cdak nya sa nak cucok2 jak mata mek tok tek nak ? HAHA, loosers . .  ya kakar jak bisin2 p xpandey mdh dpn . . Aok nang mek ngakuk bh mek asa tiut pke contact lens sebab ya nag mena, so ? What's the problem ? Ada nyusah cdak nya ? xda nak ? Yang palong mek sakit aty is bila cdak nya anok mek daktok : Cuba la cdak nya bli buku ka ? Then da sikok gik nok looooobbbbaaaaaa glak mdh daktok : buku ?? asa ku nya kali xtauk apa kandungan dalam buku teks ya !!
   Huh, time ya la . .  tuhan jak tauk betapa sakit nya ati mek bgr ya . .  mek tauk la cdak nya pandey .  . class yang up2 tek . . mek sedar yang mek tok xsepandey tak org . .  P iboh la hina urg ampey kdk ya glak . . Tak org pun dlok bkn nya lahir trus pandey nak ? So  iboh mok LOBA glak bh . . Next year lak ada balasan nya . .
   Dha laa alu manas mek . .  haha Chiaw ! :P

Cody Robert Simpson

 Yawwhhhss ! I was watching MTV and i saw his music vid . .  and i thought hey, what a cute guy . .  . so i rushed to my PC and found out that he's only thirteen ! ! That means im older than him .  . damn . .haha, but its not far . . Im born on November and he's born on january :) . .  Like 2 months ? haha, anyway, he's an Australian :3 . .  Crikkeeyyy !! :D . . I just fell in love with him ! (sorry bieber) . . haha, its okayy . .  is not wrong to like 2 persons at a time right ? oh, btw the song is  "Iyiyi" . . he's soooo cute !!!!!!!!!!!!! And australian too :P

 His blonde hair . .  \m/
 His perfect face . .  awww <3
Thats all i can post .  . he's still new so his images are not many ;)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Kerimpak Kaca Lauya :D


Tehee, i love this song . .  Its a story about his gf been cheating on him . . Imagine this situation in reverse ? Well that will be in my situation J . .  Im an Iban and I’ve been raised in an Iban enviroment by my grandma . .  Iban spirits lives inside of me ! ! ! I dont know if the lyrics are the same but you all can check out the song in this link . .
( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3k0EqvxjnRQ)

I miss you


    Here’s a note that i wrote for him . . I know he’ll ignore it .  .But at least I’ve confeesed my feelings right ? 
Hey you . .  Urm, how have you been ? Are you happy with her ? Hmm, Its been so long . . But wrote this just to tell you that :
I miss you,
I miss how we talked through the phone until dawn . .
I miss how u make silly jokes that turned my frown upside-down . .
I miss your voice thats also my most favourite sound . .
I miss how u called me with cute names . .
I miss the stories we exchanged about school . .
I miss the way u cried for me . .
I miss how you care for me when I sprained  my ankle . .
I miss how we text each other . .
I miss how you tought me about life . .
I miss the way you say ‘I Love You’ to me . .
I miss the way we sneaked out of the house . .
I miss the laugh that you gave me when im sneaking out . .
I miss your face, to me  its perfect even in dim light . .
I miss the way you kissed me . .
I miss the way u hugged me . .
I miss the way you held me when i was freezing cold . .
I miss every single thing that I have done with you, I hope you feel the same . .
Cant you see I still love you ??  What have I done so wrong until you treated me like this ?? What am I ?? Just a toy ?? A puppet ??  If I bore you then Im sorry . .  But please understand . . I have feelings too . . Now you’ve moved on to a new shiny toy . . But, In my heart I only have one and only owner . .  And that is you  :’(
                                   Please be happy always :’) . .  U smile I smile . .
   

Jiwang Time ~


Yo guys . .  Now, have u all ever  seen me write sumthing  “feeling” ? Well, I guess maybe one or two but . .  Now , Its Officially “ Jiwang Punyer” . .  hahaha . . This is based on a song  called “ Its Okay Even If It Hurts by SeoHyun (SNSD) J . . She’s a great singer . .  and she’s beautiful  too . .  U can hear the song at youtube.com . . For your comfort, here’s the link : (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOSi0I_3EAc)
   Btw, this is for him too ( if u all know what I am talking about  ;) )
    “ Its okay even if I’m blind,
       Its okay even if I cant breathe,
       Even if I could see you just once,
       If I could just give you all of my heart . .
       How much more do I have to miss you ?
       How much more do I have to cry n cry ?
       Does it hurt because of loving you ?
       Is it a punishment of loving  you too much ?
       Even if I were to loose everything,
       Its okay as long as I have you . .
       Even if my heart shatters while loving you,
       Even if my heart’s all worn when waiting for you,
       It’s okay because I love you,
       Im okay even if it hurts,
       It’s okay even if Im hurt :’) . .
       The further I turn away to forget you,
       The more I miss you,
       What should I do ?
       Even when you  say its not right
       You are the only one for me . . “
  
   Thats all . .  :’) . . Om too emotional to write this . .  You all can check out the full song and english lyrics on the link I gave earlier  . . T a T a

Monday, December 20, 2010

Why Sayau Why ?????

Huhuhuhuhuhu .  . Im in despair right now .  . U saw the pic i post from twitter right ?? my sayau n selena are touchy touchy . . Oh Goshhh ! Its a nightmare ! I cant belive it . .  why ?? I mean not as if I dont want those two lovebirds be together, but . . Its just so hard for me to except . . all I can say right now is : Goodbye My Love . . :(
     Kitak, knk kitak tok . .  mek suka ngn kitak bah . .  p knk kitak pandey suka gan nya ? nya tua gik dri kitak bah  . .  Kitak, mek sayang glak2 ngn kitak ko . . Mek nmok kehilangan kitak . .  AdoooOoO :'(

OMGG ! justin &&sena INSIDE ihop !!!!!! they are soo ... on Twitpic

OMGG ! justin &&sena INSIDE ihop !!!!!! they are soo ... on Twitpic

SELENA ON JUSTINS TOURBUS !!!!!! :) on Twitpic

SELENA ON JUSTINS TOURBUS !!!!!! :) on Twitpic

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Justin Bieber My Sulu :P

Heyy guys ! Im was just thinking, how about I brag moer about Justin Bieber ? Hahah, after all, he’s my sayau bha .  . (Perasan) XD, speaking about that cutie, I’ve read news about him sayign he’s dating Selena Gomez . . WHAT ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Why sayau ?!?!?!?!?! WHY YOU CURANG WITH ME ?!?!?!?! Haha, kidding . .but i mean it . .  hahah, The title says : JUSTIN BIEBER DAN SELENA GOMEZ BERPACARAN . .Meaning :  JUSTIN BIEBER AND SELENA GOMEZ DATING . .
   When i read this, my heart broke . . (yerr) haha, not so broken .  . It just broke into tiny million pieces J . .  I mean I have to share him with like, millions of other  gurls . . I hate sharing . . hahaha, Of course, who wants to share our boyfriends ?? you ?? well i bet youre crazy . .Hahah . I wish he would sing One Less Lonley Girl to me on my Birthday  .  . Or not sing Favourite Girl . . Tehee, Nah, forget it . . It would me miracolous if i just can meet him . . It was only just a dream . . But I wish he can notice me just once . . thats all L . . But I will never say never ! I will find a way to meet him . . Really I will . . Just watch me . . But what I really want is to sing a duet with him . .Huh, like that’ll happen . . Its just merely a dream . . a small-town-girl’s dream . .  Hmm,  (Hey Dayna, get out of DREAMVILLE  please?) . .  Haizz, But i want it to be true  . . I wish we can be like Edward and Bella . . He’s the sexy vampire, Im the girl who wants to be a vampire  . . haha, I really wish that . . Im practically praying for it every night . .Haha Ooops ! hehe, actually i have alot of fantasies about me n him  . . here it is:
1)      At the prom, he walks in gave his hand to me . .  and i just took  it that made the girls in there growl . . hee . . Then we danced to our fav song . . And SEALED THE DEAL . .haha !

2)      At my sweet 16 birthday party, my parents n bros were on a vacation, so the house is all mine . .  Then out of nowhere a limo stopped and he walks roght out from it . .  and he walks towards me n said: Happy Birthday Diana J . . And he kissed my hand . . Yawwhhss ! and then we partied !

3)      He was a vampire, i was a girl . .  haha, He dont wanna change me, so i keep forcing him .  . and~ well, i havent worked on that fantasy yet . . hehehe . 
       
       Hmm, soo many fantasies even i cant write it out . . hehe daa guys~

                                                                                                                                        

Mitchie Cesario :)

Mitchie : he3 ,, u can tell me everything if u want t0o .. he3 .. i'm here f0r u if there's anything u want t0 tell me .. :)

Me :  He likes some other girl !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so hurt rite now . U know how it feels . I know you do :'(
 
Mitchie : It's 0k sis .. i kn0w the feeling 0k .. just calm d0wn , n d0nt s0me thing crazy .. figure 0ut a way t0 c0nfr0nt him ..because u have the right h0ney.. u n him sh0uld meet s0me where .. he cant simply leave u all al0ne in this way ..

Me : hmmm, i wish i can . . But he's ignoring me :(

Mitchie : 0mg! that b0y ... may i ask u a ques.? would u leave him,if it's really getting c0mplicated.? s0rry .. but,i need t0 n0e girl .. i h0pe i d0nt hurt y0ur feelings by asking this .. :)


Me : Its ok . . I dont know . . im still confused :(

Mitchie : d0nt be confused girl .. things may be upside between u n him. but,u g0tta live on ur life. Maybe u should leave him.Like what u told me,he likes another girl. If he cares for u,he wouldnt do that. But,obviously,he's n0t. try to think back girl. I bet u noe what's best for u .. trust me. U'll find better in future ..

That was my most emotional time that it becomes so hard for me to handle and i've got tofind somebody to talk to . . 
   And guess who's with me all along ? That's her . . Mitchie Cesario . . Even though she lives in LA and i live in kuching, Were close like sisters :), she's pretty and HOT  . . She gave me gud advices and alow me to realise what i have done wrong . . She's my True Sister n Friend . . I love her like the way i love me family cause she's like my family too . .  She's so kind, funny, warm-hearted and every good things in this world . . Any would be lucky to have her . . Her mommy is Bidayuh mix Chinese n Iban( I think) and her dad's American . . U get the pictcha . . She's Beautiful .  .
   But now, she's gone . . :'( She's gone to a boarding skool in England . . She deactivated her facebook . . She will only go home on a school break . . :'( I got this info from her brother . . I really miss her . . Without her, i have nobody to talk to or to share my secrets anymore . . :(, Why does she have to leave ? Why do everyone i really love has to leave me ? Please tell me . . :( she was the best thing that has ever happened to me . . :'( my eyes are teary rite now . . GTG .. Tata