A letter to BVB ;)

YOha ! haha, guys check this out ! i wanna make a pledge so that BVB would come to malaysia .. but i know they'll never read it .. iys just for imagination .. imagineif they read this ? Im gonna be so outta my mine duhh !

Dear BVB,
  Umm .. We absolutely love you guys ! You guys simply rockk ! Hehe .. I really love all your songs .. I mean really, i sing Knives and Pens n Perfect Weapon in showers, and sing Carolyn n The Morticians Daughter as my lullaby to sleep :) .. Not lying .. hee~ Please come to Malaysia ! Sarawak to be precise .. that's the state that im staying at .. I dont know if i'll have the money to go to Kuala Lumpur if you go there .. But if i can, i'll make sure that i'll have the front seat to see you guys and get a chance to take pictures with you guys .. I've never been to concerts before .. but, I'll make you my 1st concert if you guys would go here .. :(  I really want to see you guys perform :( If you guys have a chance to go here, Lemme know ? haha .. then i'll do anything to get money ;) even  if i have to work part-time .. ngehehe .. i've been driven by BVB's music to do so .. After i told my besties about how damn great you guys are, they started to like you guys too .. well not entirely LOVE you guys like i do .. haha, they're still new .. The lyrics in your songs has soo much meaning to me until i cant interpret it in words .. And your music is just Beautiful .. I know im spoiled over you guys .. but just let it be .. its better than spoiling to drugs right ?  Haha, i just adore you guys too much .. whle other girls at my age spoils over Justin Bieber .. I used to be a Bieber fan .. but, after i met you guys .. the Bieber fever have just disappeared .. Now i have ASAD (Andy Six Addiction Disorder) and BVBAD (Black Veil Brides Addiction Disorder) .. haha .. Err .. okay, i think i've been bragging too much over you guys until i bore you guys out .. hehe .. And remember my pledge: PLEASE COME TO KUCHING, SARAWAK, MALAYSIA ? Pretty please ? HEHE .. So long for now ;)
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                

Carolyn Lyrics

Halooo !  hayy yerrr .. bahaha! here's a lyrics or all my 10 followers .. -.-' .. ngee~ i love this song and im sure that you all love it too .. if you hate it then go and clean a toilet bowl or something :PP
  
Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention
Of learning how and when we'll die, but we cant listen
I wish to god I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance
You're not alone
We'll brave this storm

So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed
Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted
You aren't alone just know that I, cant save our hearts tonight

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
And face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
And face today
You're not alone 

Hehehe .. Byee guys ;)

I've learned something in my life :)

Hey guys ? Zzup ? hehe, im kinda bored here .. -__- weather getting hotter .. its like living in hell now -.- but i know Hell's hotter than this :O .. haha .. I've learned something from all of my pain and sorrow from the breakup and waiting for him .. Its just like waiting for a dead tree to produce fruit again .. :/

   I've learned to forgive and forget :) .. Last time, i just cant except the fact that were over .. i know how stuck-up i am that time .. Now, i learned that there's no use waiting for a guy like him .. like what my friends say, He's USELESS .. I think i've made a fool of myself by crying tears out for him .. haha, i know one day that im gonna laugh about all the stupid things i've done ;)

   I personally think i'd rather love someone that's perfect like Andy Biersack even if he dosent know than to love a useless guy like him .. a womanizer, and everything thats bad about a guy all goes to him .. Yes i know it feels good to have a first date and kiss, but sometimes you've just gotta let go .. thats life .. now, i can finally let go of him little by little .. Thanks to my friends and God .. He healed my heart by letting meet an amazing guy like Andy .. i dont care if im that desperate .. As long as i can take my mind of him for a while ..

  I've been stressing myself so hard now lately .. scholl supposed to be great but for me its like hell .. at home, i just cant find peace .. When im outside, a can feel a tinge of peace .. i used to smoke, drunk, and do bad stuffs .. in other words, killing myself slowly.. but now, i can top all those things .. i feel that there's no use in doing those things .. my weight go down drastically that time .. but now, even if im getting fatter, im healthy ;)
 
   Hehe .. if i got more story then i'll tell you all kay ? for now, gtg byee!

Awwwwww ..

HERE'S A FULL BIO ABOUT MY LATEST ADDICTION ;)
• his full name is andrew dennis biersack
• Birthday 12/26/1990. 19 years old
• Born in cincinatti Ohio 
• Attended Ohio school of creative and performing arts 2003-2006. Graduated N/A
• He prefers andy six or 6 not sixx
• 6"2 
• He is atheist 
• He does smoke
• He is currently living in Hollywood California
• He is currently on tour 
• He is straight
• Past girlfriends include actress scout Compton and model hannah beth (he is single)
• He is the only original member of black veil brides
• Before black veil brides he was in a band called biersack 
• He started black veil brides in 2006
• He writes the music for black veil brides 
• He was bullied as a child (that's were most of the inspiration for his songs comes from)
• In school he wrote the words never give in on the inside of his hand to remind him of his strenghth
• He plays bass 
• Black veil brides got signed in 2008 in Ohio by stand by records
• He has naturally blonde hair
• One of his role models is Nikki Sixx from motley crüe 
• He came from a very catholic family and went to church regularly
• His twitter account is twitter.com/andysixbvb
• His YouTube account is YouTube.com/biersack. (WATCH HIS VLOGS!)
• His myspace account is myspace.com/andysix
• His formspring account is formspring.me/officialandysix
• Those are his real accounts not fan sites
• In his older pictures the letters SD was on them. SD stands for scout dean (his gf at the time)
• He majored in drama in high school 
• He was in the commercial for montanna meth (you can watch it on his YouTube)
• He frowns apon drugs and will kick out any band members that do drugs


Awwwhhhsss ! :D <3 <3 Andy :D

I Heart Andy Six :3

 Cun sik cun sik ? Hahaha .. No laa .. it will be a dream to me if i can be with him .. huhuhuh .. but, i can at least dream ? xD

Andrew Dennis Biersack (Andy Six)

   Isnt he cute ?!??!!?!??!?!?! He's ma newest boyfie <3 :3 haha, nahh kidding .. He's ma newest addiction .. his name is Andrew Dennis Biersack a.k.a. Andy Six ! Isnt he fine ~ hoho, he's a vocalist for a well known rock group called Black Veil Brides :) their songs are awesome ! I absolutely admire him .. he's hott ! Now im looking for a guy who has his styles .. HOTHOTHOT >.< I just cant stop thinking abt him :( haha .. byebye bieber and hello andy :D and more importantly he's a saggitarius like me :D waaa~

I need him .. As soon as possible ..

Why ? Kenak ? Pahal ? Kimennn da juak . .  Why ?? Seriously, I really cant forget him L . .  Bermacam2 cara ku dah coba tapi, makin sakit rasa aty ku . .  I just wish yang aku just shut down trus or amnesia . . So that i can forget my pain and sorrow that i’ve suffered . .  Really, Im not seeking for any attention . .  this is TRUE . . Every hour, every minute, every second, I struggle myself from crying because of my stupidity and selfish actions L . . If i can turn back on 6th December 2010, I wouldve never send that text .  .Because of my damn stupid mistake, I have ended a tie with someone whom i love more that i love my life . . Now, this is my balasan . . STUPID STUPID DIANA ! :’( Im really in regret right now . . I want him back .  . He’s like my soul . . without him, im lifeless . . That’s why I reject people . .  Im deeply sorry . . Its not that Im LAWA or anything, It’s just that I dont want you guys to suffer . . I cant be with someone that Im not in love with . . I really wish that he would come back to me :’( . . But, I know that’ll never happen . . Things will never be the same .  . Call me hypocrite, Selfish, anything you want . .  because, i dont care about it anymore . . I really miss him~, He’s my evrything, my heart,my blood, my soul . . My heart is still aching . . And, It will until the day he’ll be mine again :’( .  . The moment haunts me in my sleep, interfering with my studies and my enviroment . . God, please help me . . Im begging for Your guidance . . I want to be the old me again L . . A funny careless girl . . Now, everyday is an emotional day for me . .  Its like my mind is in haywire . . I cant think of anything instead of him . . I noticed my self changing . . Physically and mentally L . . Everytime i try to put him off my mind, the memories come to life .  . I cant belive my own mind sabotaged me . . I really want him back !!!!!!!!! I dont care a damn what people thinks about him anymore !!! He’s mine . .  He’s perfect for me ! And you guys cant judge him ! Im just really sorry that i’ve been so selfish and only thinking about myself and peoples comment about you L Im really SORRY . . Ive known that your not guilty . . I wish i could just killmysef right now . .  i know that in your heart,there’s only me until i broke it . . Im SORRY . . Please . . I cant suffer  anymore .  . I cant face the pain . . if i can send this to you,  i hope you understand . . Please .  Ku tauk bukan nya mudah  tuk kembali  . . My sweet dreams are shattered . . youreonce my sweet dream, but now,  your my perfect nightmare . . Your presence hauntse . . These wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just to real, there’s just too much that time cannot erase . . Loosing you is like loosing everything that i once loved . . U left e and you took away all of my pleasant things in life . . WHY ???PLEASE . . I REAL