I Heart Andy Six :3

 Cun sik cun sik ? Hahaha .. No laa .. it will be a dream to me if i can be with him .. huhuhuh .. but, i can at least dream ? xD

Andrew Dennis Biersack (Andy Six)

   Isnt he cute ?!??!!?!??!?!?! He's ma newest boyfie <3 :3 haha, nahh kidding .. He's ma newest addiction .. his name is Andrew Dennis Biersack a.k.a. Andy Six ! Isnt he fine ~ hoho, he's a vocalist for a well known rock group called Black Veil Brides :) their songs are awesome ! I absolutely admire him .. he's hott ! Now im looking for a guy who has his styles .. HOTHOTHOT >.< I just cant stop thinking abt him :( haha .. byebye bieber and hello andy :D and more importantly he's a saggitarius like me :D waaa~

I need him .. As soon as possible ..

Why ? Kenak ? Pahal ? Kimennn da juak . .  Why ?? Seriously, I really cant forget him L . .  Bermacam2 cara ku dah coba tapi, makin sakit rasa aty ku . .  I just wish yang aku just shut down trus or amnesia . . So that i can forget my pain and sorrow that i’ve suffered . .  Really, Im not seeking for any attention . .  this is TRUE . . Every hour, every minute, every second, I struggle myself from crying because of my stupidity and selfish actions L . . If i can turn back on 6th December 2010, I wouldve never send that text .  .Because of my damn stupid mistake, I have ended a tie with someone whom i love more that i love my life . . Now, this is my balasan . . STUPID STUPID DIANA ! :’( Im really in regret right now . . I want him back .  . He’s like my soul . . without him, im lifeless . . That’s why I reject people . .  Im deeply sorry . . Its not that Im LAWA or anything, It’s just that I dont want you guys to suffer . . I cant be with someone that Im not in love with . . I really wish that he would come back to me :’( . . But, I know that’ll never happen . . Things will never be the same .  . Call me hypocrite, Selfish, anything you want . .  because, i dont care about it anymore . . I really miss him~, He’s my evrything, my heart,my blood, my soul . . My heart is still aching . . And, It will until the day he’ll be mine again :’( .  . The moment haunts me in my sleep, interfering with my studies and my enviroment . . God, please help me . . Im begging for Your guidance . . I want to be the old me again L . . A funny careless girl . . Now, everyday is an emotional day for me . .  Its like my mind is in haywire . . I cant think of anything instead of him . . I noticed my self changing . . Physically and mentally L . . Everytime i try to put him off my mind, the memories come to life .  . I cant belive my own mind sabotaged me . . I really want him back !!!!!!!!! I dont care a damn what people thinks about him anymore !!! He’s mine . .  He’s perfect for me ! And you guys cant judge him ! Im just really sorry that i’ve been so selfish and only thinking about myself and peoples comment about you L Im really SORRY . . Ive known that your not guilty . . I wish i could just killmysef right now . .  i know that in your heart,there’s only me until i broke it . . Im SORRY . . Please . . I cant suffer  anymore .  . I cant face the pain . . if i can send this to you,  i hope you understand . . Please .  Ku tauk bukan nya mudah  tuk kembali  . . My sweet dreams are shattered . . youreonce my sweet dream, but now,  your my perfect nightmare . . Your presence hauntse . . These wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just to real, there’s just too much that time cannot erase . . Loosing you is like loosing everything that i once loved . . U left e and you took away all of my pleasant things in life . . WHY ???PLEASE . . I REAL

Geram Geram Geram !!!

Huh ! geram da jak aku dooo ....... nampak beno kekimakan laki ya !!! eeeee !!!!!!!!
    Gini story nya: ada laa budak sialan ya, nya suka aku .. p ku sik suka nya .. alu laa nya mdh drik nya nak terjun dri jematan tgal ku sik terimak "CINTA YG TULUS DAN IKHLAS" nya .. -.- .. aku nng sik suka kauu bodo .. ku anggap ko kwn jak .. guz dh ya nak ?!?!? dh ya tauk pa dpolah biak ya ? nya pg pdh ngn seluruh warga sikutaukcney yg aku tok GEREK nya ! wtf ?!?!?!?!? Shitt aie .. geram sik mun biak polh tak org dakya ?!
  Ya bruk cgek, tok ada gik .. tyme ku blit mok msok rumh .. cun2 geng nya lepak ujong lorng ku, alu nya teriak:DAYNA KU SAYANG KAUU ! Arrrrrrrrgggggg !!! DH JUAK TYMNE YA APAK KU GIK ATOR KETA !!! Matey !! tp nasib nya sik dgr !! aku sik mampu berbuat apa2 .. berik jak laa jelingan maut .. heh ! HOT naa jak ku tyme ya .. eh, mun org sik suka kau, boh mok terhegeh hegeh nak mdh cmya kay ? mkin ko pdh dakya, ko xkan dpt aku .. malah ko akan dpt cap jari ku di pipi ko .. jgn ko peky ku sik berani ..
   Tak org mok tauk phl ku sik suka nya ?
1.Aku sikda perasaan ngn nya !
2. nya asa KAYA !
3. NYA MINTAK PUJI !!!
4.aku gik sayang ngn ex ku yg bernama Iric Dubblin
  PAHAM ? Yahh .. makin molah klu mnz mun cta hal tok eh . tp utk hiburan tak org bh .. Mun tak org ada hal daktok, tampa palak nya terus keh ? hahaha .. kay laa, ampey ctok jak cta ku .. byee~

:'(

Hmm .. another day, another story .. but first, the truth that i want to confess; im getting a lot more rebellious now .. i dont know why .. but, everytime when i feel irritated, i just wanna scream .. i dont even know .. im really in an unstable condition right now .. mentally .. and its all because of the enviroment right now .. im feeling like fate is being so cruel .. to not let me have him .. and the thing that goes around my head is WHY ? why ? i dont understand .. i want to love him again .. but why cant i ?!?!? i miss him .. i just need him .. i dont need everybody else .. i just want Iric Dubblin beside me again :'( .. why is everybody being so unfair to me ? why am i living this life ? the past is always haunting me .. i have to admit that i cant forget him .. all i can do is cry .. i cry when i miss him, i cry when i need him .. like now .. and i cry when i rewind back the past .. i just dont know what to do .. im not perfect like any superstars .. im not popular in school .. I wish i have never let him go .. i dont know i can suffer like this .. he's my precious boy .. even more valuable than a gemstone .. even if he's a but rough on the edges .. but i can shape it .. :') .. i promisa that i will change him .. when he's back with me .. i always think of him .. i will never forget the times we had together .. just, please rewind that time back now ? :'(

School life :D

From left to right: my besties till the end .. Lieya,Shaereen, ME !

Aww .. shaereen so cute !

Ignore me -______-

 I <3 YOU

BFF TILL THE END :D

    But one is gone .. that is Jesmine .. :( she move to miri ody .. hmm .. if got time i post again :)

Lens :)

Hello ! haha, da x ngga pic atas ya ? haha .. thats my new lens .. Grey colour .. Dh brapa lmk dh ku idamkan lens ya .. aher nya dpt juak !
   Ku bli lens ya RM30 jak .. murah kan ? haha .. klu bli ya kat ONEJAYA .. Tingkat 2 .. Lnes sia mcm2 ada .. hehe .. harganya RM30-RM50 .. KACAK2 .. MCM2 PATTERNS YA ADA .. ADA YG 3MONTHS .. ADA YG ONE YEAR .. ku pilih grey bab ku dh lejuk pke wana yg bukan natural .. ada kdk ALIEN .. hee .. hmm, pa gk nak digamboh tok ow ? haha ! k lah sampey ctok jak intro lens ku ya .. ada masa sambong gik ! tutu~